yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

today damn high....



anyway ...

yesterday the vday gift in the desk thing was a failure

LOL

so I just asked Joey to give it to her .

It's anonymous anyway

haha

and I wrote it in cursive

>:)

unless she knows my words really well ....

o.O

hope not though lol

So after school Joey asked her to stay

and I didn't really dare to look

cuz I scared it'll be obvious

so I just started walking around pretending

shit ain't happening .

And I glimpsed at them .

She was sitting on the table reading my green letter

and at that moment I'm like

HOLY SHIT SHE'S READING MY LETTER.

then I ran outside,

got really hgh and at the same time panicking,

talk to some random people I do not know.

and she was holding the sticky ...

and I'm like

HOLY SHIT SHE'S HOLDING IT .

I'm about to pee out of nervousness

-.-

what the hell, bladder

then I left early.

I scared it'll be obvious .

So in the green letter I wrote

HAPY GREEN VALENTINES DAY

of course,

and a poem and some pick up lines

that are actually flattering

and genuinely suits her

hahahaahahaha

LOL

then I went to find Joey,

preparing myself for the bad news .

But surprisingly,

it's good news.

Joey said she was smiling while reading it,

like kinda happy I guess ...

LOL

I'm glad she liked it

:))

but maybe she's happy cuz she thought someone else

gave her,

maybe she wont be happy when she found out

it was me ... ?

:( 

sigghhh I dunno

:)

Didnt talk to her today ...

:(

going to do it tmr anyway

MUST DO IT .

heeeeeeyyy,

she complimented me on my beatboxing

:)))

hahaha

well

if she agrees to go out with me

during the holidays

I'll juz tell her .

By showing her the receipt of sticky

(with the price scraped out)

and say

"hmmm, does this looks familiar ??"

HAHAHAHAHAH

dayummmm

and if i can't talk

cuz I'm scared

juz hand a letter to her .

If I fail ... then

fail la ...

be friends :)

but hope for the best .

Sometimes I think it's me,

sometimes I dont think it is .

hahaha

I bet she'll be asking around about the letter and

the sticky

HAHAHAHHAHA

well she'll soon find out .

THANKS JOEY :)))

<3

Happy Green Valentines Day ~

14/08/2012

- a day to remember -

Be my Valentine :)

:x

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

dunno why damn happy today

-.-

anyway ....

went back to school today,

played 1 on 1 basketball with Henry .

He lost to me .

HAH.

Then I told him.

Not about Star .

About me .

I went like:

"Since you are one of my close friends, I have to tell you this ...

Don't freak out but I wanna let you know that ....

I stopped liking guys."

And he was calm and shocked and went

what ?! why ?? noooooo ~~

But at least he was supportive about it .

He's my bro ;)

Well ...

I was hyper till star came .

then i'm like ohshitohshit ..

Be cool ....

and she was sitting next to shi min .

no one at her other side .

Okayy, since Joey was 'busy',

I'll muster up my courage and talk to her :)

I walked AROUND the big big stool -.-

and sat next to her and went 

'Heyy ~~~~'

Gosh I was freaking out inside .

Confusing part :

She was sitting at the edge of the sit

(basketball court audience sit),

when I went up and sat beside her,

my back was completely touching the end of the sit,

its quite inside.

After I sat there,

she also mimick how i sat 

OF COURSE I'M HAPPY HAHAHA

then while chatting,

my other friend who plays volleyball came up and sat beside me

and talked to me

then star went to face the other way .

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!

I have a chance and its ruined !

But I did talk to her...

AUTOMATICALLY

HAH !

:P

(kinda dissapointed cuz I was hoping 

she could see me play basketball)

Moving on ~

Then we all went up to our classroom .

I came in before her and chose a sit .

Shi min sit quite in front.

Star could have sat behind her 

or beside.

But she sat in front of me .

And once she sat,

she turned facing me.

As in like .. hoping I would talk ?

Course I did :))

I asked her out tmr,

but she said can't cuz she has to attend a party at night

:(

Then I said okay maybe next week 

:) yaaayyyy next week ~~~~

then ... awkward silence ...

But then she gone cold ...

this makes me confused ...

one second she's talking happily,

the next she's quiet like she's not interested

dafuq man D:

Joey told me when we went outside to beatbox ..

LOL i know ..

when we laughed crazily,

Star looked at me ..

i know cuz i also saw 

:)

The truth is ...

I did caught her looking in my way 

a few times ...

but,

I dunno 

><

YAAAAAY SHE'S TEACHING ME 

MATH ON MONDAY !!!

Then we went Mid Valley after that :))

 Planning to give her an anonymous Vday gift 

:))

After asking around,

I decided to get her Stickt 

from the 'Lover's corner'

HAHA

She likes sour stuff ...

I've tried,

the candy is sour !

:))

Perfect 

Now I just have to find a way

to give it to her .

Without her knowing :)

Then Joey and I went to borrow money from Henry xD

Cuz we have not enough.

He ask to meet at Baskin Robins .

HOLY SHIT SHE WAS THERE .

My face went ohshitohshitohshit .

Then you know we about to go 

then i make my usual

'Dont miss me'

quote to her

and almost tripped while walking down to gap

-.-

I was shaking .

Then we purposely walk past Br many times xD

And yes,

I made a stupid, lame,

random ... lame thing ...

By saying something that dosent make sense to her

and still think its funny .

That was stupid ...

According to Joey ..

OMG .

wonder what she'll think .

Oh yahh ...

She looked pretty 

:)

Well ...

Ddidnt go for tuition .

:((

I hope August 14th will be good 

:))

Hope everything will come true haha

lets hope ..

Stuff like this don't happen to me 

x(

I know I may not be good looking or

charismatic

but believe me ...

My heart is seriously ..

real . 

:)

Purple Valentines,

Be good to me !

<3

sighh .

I only have 1 pic with her ,

hope there'll be more !!

Me gusta !

And I hope,

that I'm not receiving the wrong signals,

hope that she's really interested 

:))

Just hope for the best ! 

:D

WISH ME LUCK !!

<3