So 14/11 was a .. good day I guess ?

Played basketball in school early in the morning 

then at 10 something

my friend and I were having one of those conversation 

cuz its a valentines day I mean ..

who would not think of someone :)

So I was like ...

IMMA WISH HER HAPPY VALENTINES .

cuz I was tired so I wasn;t afraid to do anything.

So I just typed 

"Happy movie valentines day ! :D"

and I was like ... "I send arhh ??"

and my friend went "sent la !!"

and after I pressed the sent button ..

I regretted O.O

it was 10.41 I remembered.

I wasnt expecting a text ..

cuz she didnt reply to my earlier one last week . 

but 5 min later ...

A MESSAGE.

FROM HER.

and I was like .. lets go play ball !

and my friend said:

"OI, reply ppl lahh"

then I said wait after an hour to reply xDD

I was really scared to open the text ..

Cuz I scared its one of those

'move on' conversation again .

but noooo

an hour later i read it and it said

"Morning ! :) Happy Movie Valentines Day to you too !! :)"

whoaa ..

and then ..

we're back to normal again ..

texting all day 

and night time she facebook chat me :))

Saw her in tuition just now.

her hair .

WOW.

It was really pretty :))

she had like purple dyes or highlights idk

but it was really. PRETTY .

then after tuition we texted again 

and facebook chat .

and ended up 'fighting' and calling each other fatty ..

cuz we kept on caps locking each other hahaha :))

she said she got something for me from taiwan .

Its a chocolate :)

So I jokingly asked how she know I love chocolate 

and she said cuz she knows I love her so hence her=chocolates

LOL in a joking way lahh ...

is it ? :) 

She wants to skype with me tmr :))

But really worried about her ..

 she said her backbone hurts ..

tmr going to hospital to check up ..

and I told her to sms me right after her check up .

idk lahh

really worried .

and she has no idea what did she do ..

sighh ..

that girl :)

Hope she's fine .

Really dont want anything bad to happen on her .

PRAY HARD .

She might be coming to my bday party :DDDDD

AWESOME 

HAHA

I'M HIGH

WELL.

G2G NOW 

HOPE SHE'S ALRIGHT .

maybe she's in pain now ... x(

I told her to go get some rest ..

sighh .. dunno how she's doing now ..

pray hard :)

Distance

I love the pic above :)

so happy I get to take 4 pics with her :))

Makes me happy 

LOL

She's in Taiwan ..

for a week .. and she says planning to extend :((

sighh

and I'm here rotting away

patiently waiting for her to be back .

Hope I can see her soon. Miss her like crazy :))

Get on Skype everyday to wait for her to be online

she promised that she will try to go online at night

and webcam with me :)

but she hasn't been on :(

maybe no connection ?

idk ~

yesterday ..

or was it a few days ago ..

I got a confession from someone ...

My xue jie 0.0

and I was like okayy ..

I used to have feelings for her but now I dont

Or maybe a little bit

I DONT KNOW.

so they are on a graduation trip right now.

and they played truth or dare

so they dared her to call me

and ask me how I feel about her

and I was like 

ummm

but then she didnt want me to answer

lol

o.O

Urmmmm ....

I dont wanna hurt her feelings ..

sighh ..

5+ more days to go until wx's back :)

can't wait 

:))

She uploaded 2 pics ..

she looked pretty :))

你带走我的心跳

Aiyo

Why I lately so brave de ??

ahahahah

Yesterday in tuition I did something

SUPER DAMN BRAVE

maybe I was too tired :))

Anyway ..

there this thing on a calculator where u can store ur answer

and refer to it later ...

So u press any number, 

press 'equals' then press shift+STO and any alphabet,

and there u go ..

So I ask for her calculator ...

then I typed '5201314'

then I gave it back to her and I said

'Press alpha A :)'

and she's like 'okayy ... then ?'

LOL she didnt press equals.. then I press for her .

Then she stared at the 

'5201314' number with the omg face,

mouth-opened .. and she looked at Valerie,

then Valerie saw and went 'ooooh' and laughed,

then idk what they did but they both had big reaction

and I walked away coolly 

HAHAHAHHA 

At night I texted her at 11+

I typed 

"Its 11+, reminds me of you xD 

bet u're still studying chem ? :) 

haha urmm wish u an early goodnight ~ :) "

She slept already though ..

I woke up to her msg today tho hahahha

:) 

planning to text her back again tonight !!

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL

我依然爱你 ~

Tuition on Monday ...

Actually Henry knows who I like,

she knows I like her too

haha

well so the story goes like this ...

Cuz she texted me 1st,

We were suddenly talking about her

then Henry told me that she knows I like her,

then he tried asking her that if she wanna be with me,

she said no .

Henry told me that she likes Timothy,

and he likes her back too .

So that's the day where I gave her the lollipop :)

and the moment I heard that

my heart sank .

Carmen told me before .

But hearing from Henry,

suddenly everything goes down .

So back home ,

with me being down ...

I updated a status

I wrote

"还是算了吧"

I was thinking ,

I knew it,

she just treats me really good ...

I was actually like ...

I dont wanna give up but what should I do ?

I was trying to ignore the feeling ..

The next day I saw Su Shyuan talking to her ..

I was like wtf are u doing with my girl

LOLOLOLOL  anyway ...

then I went to the toilet ...

Su Shyuan went there as well and we met and she was like

"She asked me ..
'She gave up already ?'

How do u expect me to answer??

what's up with you??"

Then I was like

"I havent gave up lahh but giving up makes no difference without giving up .."

and Su Shyuan face-palmed ... she was like

"What are you doing ?? 

Do you know that she a little feelings for you as well ??

So u're letting this chance go ?

Just keep giving her presents on Valentines Day .

:)"

And then I got high .

Then in class we kept catching each other's eyes ..

she looked away 1st lol

I made her jasmine green tea ...

and she thought it was honey ..

she told me she fell in love with it 

cuz it wasnt very sweet and it was nice .

hahaha

Her friends make fun of her about me now ..

Its really obvious ..

like when I dropped my pen cover under their table in the

science room thingy ..

(they were sitting next to our table)

Valerie immediately kicked it to her ...

And she said that she thought it was Star's ..

idk if its real or what lahh

hahahah

Star's face got all red :P 

We text everyday now :) 

I called her on Thursday cuz we have PM exam the next day 

and she texted me like she's dying ..

So I called her up..

I have the guts to do so haha :) 

then 1st time it was missed call ... 

then she called me back :

Her: "Hey u called me? Is there anything ?"

Me: "Oh nothing just wanna know how are u feeling .. ? Stressed?"

Her: "Ohh no lahh ... I always say that I'm dying but I'm fine lahh you dont have to worry about me :)"

Me: "Ohh ... okayy well just called u up to relax you .. u know scared ur stress very big."

Her: "Ohh.. well I'm fine lahh :)"

Me: "really ?"

Her: "Yeahh :)"

Me: "well okayy then ... remember to sleep early cuz if not tmr no energy to take the exam"

Her: "alright I will ... thanks for calling .. Well u sleep early too .. Bye :)"

Me: "Bye :)"

1 MINUTE CONVO ! 

Then I jumped around the room...

HOLYWTFBBQ ~~~

AAAHHHH ：））

Called her again just now and we chatted for 

36 minutes :)

She knew me when I was Form 2 

O.O

and we were like ..

'I'm a good student >:)'

'Liar, I'm the good one here'

'Dont pretend lahh its me okay :P' 

and making fun of each other

talking about funny stuff that happened

and comparing our bad student-ness :P

Then she said she and rachel were very 38 so they know lots of my secrets

and I was like omg ...

WHAAT ..

relationship stuff gua :)

I'm going to find out HHAHAHHA

yeahh ... we chatted then we finally hung up

haha :(

after that she texted me :

"Hi :) it was fun talking to you :P continue after the exam hahah. Cant imagine we actually

chit chatting at this kinda period :P & for so long ! hahah No

time to study d shit shit :P hehee hope I dont disturb you studying.

Good night anyway have to wake up early tmr to exersice :P

keep fit slim down :) see you ! :3 "

Well ... seeing her tmr :)

Can't wait !

Nights

If you like me, then say you like me :)

  

Wow we've been texting a lot recently ..

She kept the conversation going on :)

and it has like a very 暧昧 feeling :)

She 竟然 neninenibuubuu to me worr ~~~ xD

I texted her yesterday and the other day,

two days in a row for a few hours ..

and today I didnt text her,

I talked to her in tuition though

but I kinda miss texting her :)

I'll do it tomorrow

haha

 

So I bought her this medicine candy, Halls ..

Well let's just say she's having a sorethroat

and her sleeping time is 10.30 cuz she's sick

I asked her to sleep early and she's like 'okay :)'

she asked me to sleep early too,

but she went to sleep at 12 instead ..

wtf this stubborn girl :)

so cute ...

 

Anyway, I got her this sweet-medicine

and its honey lemon flavour.

Cuz she loves sour stuff :)

This morning I put it on her table and said

:"吃了喉龙会舒服一点 :)"

then idk why but she excitedly held the sweet

and looked at me, and back at the sweet ..

while I just stood there smiling at her

then she pulled me out the classroom ..

And she's like:

"no need la ... because .."

Her sentence was hanging halfway,

and she was fiddling with the candy,

looking at it ..

and she went :

"How much is it? I'll pay you back ..

You don't have to do this la ~"

and I'm like

"Nonono I'm serious, you;ll feel much better after eating this

so dont eat sour, no fried stuff and no spicy food"

and she's still fiddling with the candy and said

:"but ... sour stuff nice ma .."

LOL she's cute la xD

then I'm like

:"wait till you get better then I'll get you some sour sweets

but right now you eat this thing and get well"

and she said :"Oh, okayy, thanks ya :)"

Then I went back happily and I became high ..

 

On recess I saw her trying to open the candy ..

And I'm trying so hard not to smile

hahaha

We caught each other looking at each other

a few times in class today

but we looked away quickly :/

HOLY

 

LOL

during bio , yi chuan squat beside me

and he's like 'I have a good news for you ..'

and I'm like WAT???

Then he smiled and stick a sticky note on my table

it was from her :)

she wrote:

 

' Hey there :)

谢谢你给的Halls :)

&你买了lime flavour leh,

哈哈 xD I like it very much btw :P

I hope my sorethroat will get well soon :P

刚刚吃了一粒，

好像有好一点点wor :P

真的很谢谢你 :P

我真的不会去买的哈 xD

给它自己recover :)

Good luck in the exams :)

WX :) '

 

Then I'm high again hahah

LOLOLOL in tuition I'm like

"Actually its not lime.. Its honey lemon .."

and she's like :"Really ?? I thought its lime

cuz it has green on the sides"

and I laughed at her for not reading the flavour

that is stated in front LOL

Then I asked her again

"What time did you sleep yesterday?"

and she said :"hm ... About ... 12 ?"

Me:"12 ??!! I asked you to sleep at 10.30

and you went to sleep at 12 instead ??"

and she went :"No ... because I was doing maths ma ..."

in that kind of ' I got scolded' voice

XDD

I realized I love talking to her .

haha

 

OHHOHHOHH

guess who has a study date with her ??

AND

guess who's going out with her after exams ??

MEHHHHHHHHH

We're having a movie marathon !!

and she claimed that I owe her 1 hang out

:))

 

I think I'm seriously falling deeply for this one girl

:)

I can say that I <3 her :P

This girl <3

 

 

 

 

 

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

today damn high....



anyway ...

yesterday the vday gift in the desk thing was a failure

LOL

so I just asked Joey to give it to her .

It's anonymous anyway

haha

and I wrote it in cursive

>:)

unless she knows my words really well ....

o.O

hope not though lol

So after school Joey asked her to stay

and I didn't really dare to look

cuz I scared it'll be obvious

so I just started walking around pretending

shit ain't happening .

And I glimpsed at them .

She was sitting on the table reading my green letter

and at that moment I'm like

HOLY SHIT SHE'S READING MY LETTER.

then I ran outside,

got really hgh and at the same time panicking,

talk to some random people I do not know.

and she was holding the sticky ...

and I'm like

HOLY SHIT SHE'S HOLDING IT .

I'm about to pee out of nervousness

-.-

what the hell, bladder

then I left early.

I scared it'll be obvious .

So in the green letter I wrote

HAPY GREEN VALENTINES DAY

of course,

and a poem and some pick up lines

that are actually flattering

and genuinely suits her

hahahaahahaha

LOL

then I went to find Joey,

preparing myself for the bad news .

But surprisingly,

it's good news.

Joey said she was smiling while reading it,

like kinda happy I guess ...

LOL

I'm glad she liked it

:))

but maybe she's happy cuz she thought someone else

gave her,

maybe she wont be happy when she found out

it was me ... ?

:( 

sigghhh I dunno

:)

Didnt talk to her today ...

:(

going to do it tmr anyway

MUST DO IT .

heeeeeeyyy,

she complimented me on my beatboxing

:)))

hahaha

well

if she agrees to go out with me

during the holidays

I'll juz tell her .

By showing her the receipt of sticky

(with the price scraped out)

and say

"hmmm, does this looks familiar ??"

HAHAHAHAHAH

dayummmm

and if i can't talk

cuz I'm scared

juz hand a letter to her .

If I fail ... then

fail la ...

be friends :)

but hope for the best .

Sometimes I think it's me,

sometimes I dont think it is .

hahaha

I bet she'll be asking around about the letter and

the sticky

HAHAHAHHAHA

well she'll soon find out .

THANKS JOEY :)))

<3

Happy Green Valentines Day ~

14/08/2012

- a day to remember -

Be my Valentine :)

:x

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

dunno why damn happy today

-.-

anyway ....

went back to school today,

played 1 on 1 basketball with Henry .

He lost to me .

HAH.

Then I told him.

Not about Star .

About me .

I went like:

"Since you are one of my close friends, I have to tell you this ...

Don't freak out but I wanna let you know that ....

I stopped liking guys."

And he was calm and shocked and went

what ?! why ?? noooooo ~~

But at least he was supportive about it .

He's my bro ;)

Well ...

I was hyper till star came .

then i'm like ohshitohshit ..

Be cool ....

and she was sitting next to shi min .

no one at her other side .

Okayy, since Joey was 'busy',

I'll muster up my courage and talk to her :)

I walked AROUND the big big stool -.-

and sat next to her and went 

'Heyy ~~~~'

Gosh I was freaking out inside .

Confusing part :

She was sitting at the edge of the sit

(basketball court audience sit),

when I went up and sat beside her,

my back was completely touching the end of the sit,

its quite inside.

After I sat there,

she also mimick how i sat 

OF COURSE I'M HAPPY HAHAHA

then while chatting,

my other friend who plays volleyball came up and sat beside me

and talked to me

then star went to face the other way .

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!

I have a chance and its ruined !

But I did talk to her...

AUTOMATICALLY

HAH !

:P

(kinda dissapointed cuz I was hoping 

she could see me play basketball)

Moving on ~

Then we all went up to our classroom .

I came in before her and chose a sit .

Shi min sit quite in front.

Star could have sat behind her 

or beside.

But she sat in front of me .

And once she sat,

she turned facing me.

As in like .. hoping I would talk ?

Course I did :))

I asked her out tmr,

but she said can't cuz she has to attend a party at night

:(

Then I said okay maybe next week 

:) yaaayyyy next week ~~~~

then ... awkward silence ...

But then she gone cold ...

this makes me confused ...

one second she's talking happily,

the next she's quiet like she's not interested

dafuq man D:

Joey told me when we went outside to beatbox ..

LOL i know ..

when we laughed crazily,

Star looked at me ..

i know cuz i also saw 

:)

The truth is ...

I did caught her looking in my way 

a few times ...

but,

I dunno 

><

YAAAAAY SHE'S TEACHING ME 

MATH ON MONDAY !!!

Then we went Mid Valley after that :))

 Planning to give her an anonymous Vday gift 

:))

After asking around,

I decided to get her Stickt 

from the 'Lover's corner'

HAHA

She likes sour stuff ...

I've tried,

the candy is sour !

:))

Perfect 

Now I just have to find a way

to give it to her .

Without her knowing :)

Then Joey and I went to borrow money from Henry xD

Cuz we have not enough.

He ask to meet at Baskin Robins .

HOLY SHIT SHE WAS THERE .

My face went ohshitohshitohshit .

Then you know we about to go 

then i make my usual

'Dont miss me'

quote to her

and almost tripped while walking down to gap

-.-

I was shaking .

Then we purposely walk past Br many times xD

And yes,

I made a stupid, lame,

random ... lame thing ...

By saying something that dosent make sense to her

and still think its funny .

That was stupid ...

According to Joey ..

OMG .

wonder what she'll think .

Oh yahh ...

She looked pretty 

:)

Well ...

Ddidnt go for tuition .

:((

I hope August 14th will be good 

:))

Hope everything will come true haha

lets hope ..

Stuff like this don't happen to me 

x(

I know I may not be good looking or

charismatic

but believe me ...

My heart is seriously ..

real . 

:)

Purple Valentines,

Be good to me !

<3

sighh .

I only have 1 pic with her ,

hope there'll be more !!

Me gusta !

And I hope,

that I'm not receiving the wrong signals,

hope that she's really interested 

:))

Just hope for the best ! 

:D

WISH ME LUCK !!

<3